Refusal

"The refusal to love is the only unbearable thing." -Madeleine L'Engle

I don't think I have much to say tonight. The house is too quiet and I've gotten over the newness of being alone. I guess this is a moment of depression because I'm sitting here watching iCarly again. I came home and laid down. I think I just need a break from the world but soon it will be time to sit on a balcony looking at glaciers.

I'm feeling sorry for myself and that is no place for me to stay very long. So I will take my meds and hope for dreams of love and laughter. First I have to finish watching this episode of iCarly! Maybe I can find a smile there. I wish for love again. Sharing is so much nicer then this world of silence.  Hugs my friends!